sorry but this is just me. everythign i write means something, maybe not to you, but to me it does! my thoughts are scrawled all over this blog.. and not all of them are. some of them never leave my head, even my best friends sometimes don't get to hear these thoughts. but i try my hardest to show everyhting i think... but that's just me.

18th December 2009

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i’m the happiest person ever :)

  • Ace talks to me al the time, and I don’t take it any other way than he’s my big ‘inappropriate’ brother! :)
  • chase is happy with a different lass, and guess what! i’m happy for him! because she can never take away the fact that he was my first kiss, and my second (A).
  • I’ve been talking to two lads I knew from primary school, and I get on with them both… :)
  • I’ve even caught up with some old school friends :)

AND despite the fact that Christmas is never the same without my Gran because I love her too much I know she’d be there if she could. She’ll be at the table sharing in with the laughter and the jokes, that’s my Gran. She was always one for laughing, and the odd practical joke. And obviously the hugs and kisses that come along with her ‘duty’ as a Gran. There’ll be a spot for her in the living room while I open my presents, and a seat at the dinner table, and a place next to me at new year, and a place in my heart and next to me for the rest of my life. She never ever left, she’s still alive in my heart, she’s just to quiet to say anything :) that’s the way I look at it now.

So bring on Christmas songs and Christmas spirit because I can’t WAIT!