sorry but this is just me. everythign i write means something, maybe not to you, but to me it does! my thoughts are scrawled all over this blog.. and not all of them are. some of them never leave my head, even my best friends sometimes don't get to hear these thoughts. but i try my hardest to show everyhting i think... but that's just me.

11th December 2009

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i knew this was coming so why did it hurt so much?

Chase Renthall is in a relation ship with Hayley Brokes.
Facebook enlightnes me on so many thing.

I knew that Chase was close to another girl at his college, and I told Teej that I refused to get all upset over it because at the end of the day, we’re amazing friends and no one can change what happened on Monday and Wednesday. But that really makes no difference to me, I still feel like I chose him but he chose someone else. I’m not the better choice. I’m not the girl he wanted to be with, Hayley is.

I refuse to let Chase have the power to put me in these amazing moods and take me right back out of them. NO!

Written by,
a slightly broken down version of what I should feel like…